Run for cover...

Today I share a diatribe about human relations aka MEN...SURPRISE SURPRISE....

I begin with a small confession; I too am guilty of what I am about to critique, but in my defense people dont usually take note of an offense when they are the perpetrator, only when they become the victim...
so YES Foxy "What a day when the tables will turn, what a day when the tables will tuuurn "

Recently, I was fed my humble pie... I really liked someone, whom months before I was not sure how I felt about. I guess because I was afraid of totally opening myself up I decided to do what I thought was the safe approach..I hit the ground and crawled cautiously like a soldier in the trenches. Pause. who does that? In addition to that I threw a few grenades,before I even reached enemy lines. lol yea nearly blew dude up. smh

I was so afraid of being hurt, I took way more precautions then necessary to ensure my own safety, I mean who's going to watch my back if I don't? Needless to say all my "precautions" got me NO WHERE, but my car, singing "I get lonely too"...


I blew up way too many times, deleted far too many times, apologized just too many times only to blow up. AGAIN!
So the question must be asked, ok Nic why are you even upset about it, you know what you did wrong. Right?

Wrong!----------------

I'm still bothered by this experience because A. Nic never gets dumped! (sorry that was my ego talking). I am bothered because I don't give up on people I care about, and therefore expect the same in return. I could never go from caring deeply for someone today to equating them to an afterthought tomorrow. But, in the same breath if its not there its just not there. Maybe I feel miserably because it happened to me this time.

All in all, ladies, love like you've never been hurt, and live each day as if it were your last. The new person in your life should not have to pay for past hurts. A Keys says "the past is the past because we're getting past".

Peace,

NDG